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Sunday, March 29, 2009
i thnk i wont get sick of watching this show. omg. i watch repeatedly today. and it keep triggering my thoughts. the more i watch the more i feel that e niki is so blessed!!! hahas..well ,of cos she died in e show in e end. but at least she found someone who she likes and who likes her alot! i think i should prevent myself from relating reality to shows..HAHA! SUCH THINGS WILL NV HAPPEN IN REALITY..LOLS..well, most likey..


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Friday, March 27, 2009
I WAS DOING TASK 2 AND WAS BORED SO I SUDDENLY THINK OF CHANGING MY BLOGSKIN.

and so i cam across this. i've watched this show last year, introduced to me by shy yng. lols.
it was a sad ending and i kind of disappointed.
this show is being shown again in scv during weekdays at 9pm and i watch for the 2nd time!
i love this show i think. it was every touching. next tues will be e last episode!lols!
and i told ting ah yuan tt i dun mind dying if~~~~~~~~~~~~~HAHAAAH.
well, maybe i wont think so if it really was me..haha.

i will change this skin again next week..hehes..

oh! this sunday i will be able to finish emergency unit!yay!=D

ok, back to doing task 2 and my piano theory hw =/


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Friday, March 20, 2009
i need one more day to get over that dream..
i guess i noe y i hate myself for havin such a dream..but well, one day. thats it.

anw today i went bugis with my mama! ahhas..
i'm happy to see her happy=)
i bought a dress today for 25 dollars..a pants and pouch also that we will both share tgt..ahhas..
and we took neoprint today! hahas..childish but i think e pics are nice! =D


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Thursday, March 19, 2009
i had a dream..despite e fact that i didn think bout it anymore..
i dreamt of him
he held my hands, and i shook it away..
e onli thing i rmb is.. i noe i mus reject
to protect myself,
to protect myself from e hurt..
i tot everything is real..
till i wake up..
it was a relief..
but i hate myself from having such a dream..


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Wednesday, March 18, 2009
i went to jog in e morning!! hahas..
i was kinda shocked when i went there..
there was a bunch of marathon runners! lols..i was so s to run..
but in e end i pluck up my courage and ran..lols.. they were using e 1st 2 lane..
so in e end i jog 3 rounds on 5th lane, 1 round on 1st lane and 1 round on 3rd lane..
after tt while i was walkin back to interchange, someone called me from behind. it was JESS!!
LONG TIME NV SEE HER! ahah..
so we chatted sometime b4 leaving..

reach home quickly bathe eat the go sch..
today went to chinatown with e elderly..lols..
my leg is damn tired nw..haha..
and my room is in a total mess..mus clear by this week..lols..=)


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Monday, March 16, 2009
yesterday went to amk park to do e exploration thingy..
i like e place! its nice to go there early in e morning..and nice to jog there too..[well, i nv jog]..hahas..
the fitness corner was so cute! lols..lazy to upload e pic..
and so after e whole session my leg was filled with mosquito bites=/

watching a hk drama 'E.U emergency"..but the funshion uploaded till episode 18 onli!!!
i was so devastated and search for other sources and onli manage to find 19 =(
maybe its nt ready yet..lols..i think i search for bout an hr..zZz..
oh..another show 'Gentle crackdown' is not bad too..hahas..
but i still prefer E.U. nt much nice shows suitable for me now..hope to have more "investigative" show in future!! maybe a forensic hereos 4???haha=)


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Sunday, March 15, 2009
i hereby say that i 99.9% dun like e guy anymore due to some reasons..haha


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Saturday, March 14, 2009
damn tired today..
went to eat sushi buffet at jurong point! there are lotsa food there!!lols..
very nice!! hahas...then went back to cwp to see my hp. i changed my hp..
was very angry cos have to wait for a very very long time..there were this grp of 3 who was at e counter from e moment we step into e stall to e time till we leave..lols..and so my mood was affected by this..ahhas..
i think my mood sway every easily..lols


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Friday, March 13, 2009
last day of sch today!!!!!!! erm, for the term..hahahas..
auntie lim flew off today. To thailand..lols..
and my gp grp were saying without her we are so efficient and good..she is a distraction..HAHA.
wonder her reaction when she read this..lols..
not much hw actually..except GP!!!!! as expected..lols.
and i am gg to enjoy this one week of hol and slp lots lots!=DDD

i feel guilty about sth recently..on thorough thought. i think i will try to change. i can imagine the feelings felt by that person, and i think that is kinda uncomfortable and bad..lols..see how time goes..
but i know i'm right by thinking this way =)

sth weird happen recently. or maybe say today. i was havin a crush on a guy for past few months..lols..and was like yearning to see him everytime. jus when i decided to stop this and as i told mich , alre 'si xin' i kinda saw him 3 times today..lols..
life is such huh...

seriously, i nv think/dun dare think if i like him anot.haha.but i THINK i wont like a guy whom i didn even speak to b4! lols..i jus think that he's a good guy, at least doesn gimme the feeling that he's a flirt. most guys today are flirts..lols..i sound extreme..HAHA..so mich save me a place in gu po wu!lols..ok . i will try nt to be so myopic in my view..hahas


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Thursday, March 05, 2009
I PASSED NY SHUTTLE RUN BY 1 SEC..PHEW..
well, so overall i get a bronze..lol.. =P

anw, was pissed off by my bro in e morning that i cry..
and my mum complained to me again.. sighs..
and i cry more when i think of the dream i had yesterday..
i say out those words that i wish to say in my heart all e time, revealing my true feelings..
but this nv happen in reality..yup..=)

oh..before i end this post, i will continue to hypnotize myself...(secret)and stop myself from thinking it..i hav confidence that maybe 2 weeks later will be ok.

YI RI YOU U BETTER DUN DISCOURAGED ME!!!!! LOL


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Tuesday, March 03, 2009
my eyes have been uncomfortable these days. and i realise today there are 2 eyelashes inside!!!lols..
i tried to take out for some time but failed to. and my mum managed to take out for me!!!haha
now my eyes kinda pain..zZz..
wearing specs tml..lols...


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Monday, March 02, 2009
i totally screw up my physic spa today and dropped a few drops of tears..lols..
well, jus a few drops..hahas..
i feel good after huggin ting ah tuan and auntie lim, thats how i feel loved, hahax..

and i love auntie lim!! cos of the 2 packets up gummies she gave me today..lols..
and she kenna caught by miss tan for eating in the lab =DDD

oh, after sch went to eat at the hawker center near PHS..
the western food there is damn nice!
CHEAP PLUS BIG PORTION! =D
should eat there more often next time..lols..






anws, i think i shall forget bout the goal that i am working towards now..
it seems to make me unhappy by forcing myself to forget sth..
at least if i ignore this goal i would find myself happier..HAHHAHAHAH..


-end of my goal-


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Sunday, March 01, 2009
2 days left to 2.4km run
4 days left to 5 items
28 days left to my goal =)


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